Do You....

Do you ever sit and wonder
What is she doing?
Do you ever stop and wonder
What is she thinking?
Do you ever look and wonder
What is she going to say?

I catch myself lost in thought,
How is your day going?
In the middle, I stop and wonder,
What are you doing?
I look for you just to see,
Do you have anything to say?

Do you ever wish,
I want her here now.
Do you ever need,
to hear her voice,
just one more time.
Do you ever dream,
of all the little things
she does that make you smile.

I sleep and dream,
that you are hear now.
I write and pause,
what will you think,
when you read the words.
I read your words and hope
that you never change your mind
that you will always be mine.

Memories.....

So long ago....

Твој осмех мами ме,
Твој осмех зна да вара ме,
Твој осмех пали ме,
Твој осмех храни ме.
Твој глас храбри ме,
Твој глас весели ме,
Твој глас зна да увери ме
Твој глас савршен је.
Волим те највише на свету.

and then....

​Good morning babe,

How could I not love you
Every morning I open my eyes I think of you
And every night I close my eyes I think of you
That should tell you how much I miss you.
How could I not be in love with you?
Every time I think of you my heart skips a beat.
Right! I cant get you out of my head.

I just want to be with you, nothing else matters.

Look into my eyes and you'll see what I'm talking about,
Over and over I think that your
Voice is the best song I've ever heard
Eternity is how long I want you beside me.

You are my most amazing,
Obviously,  most beautiful,
Undeniably, the most important person on the planet!

 ........

The things I hang onto most,
The most valuable gifts I have,
The places that I hide in the dark.

Drink Anyway

What's that saying...
Water, Water Everywhere,
But Not A Drop To Drink...

Blackness spreads out in all directions,
There is no land to be seen,
Swimming, Swimming on and on,
No movement seen,
No hope for completion,

Looking up at empty skies,
Wishing for clouds and darkness,
Anything to finish the job,
Let the sinking begin....
Look at the horizon,
Is that a storm brewing?

Let the clouds roll in,
Poseidon send the winds,
Stir the seas and unleash your rage,
Have the waves bury me.

There is hope after all,
Clouds stacking and turning,
Seas foaming and churning,
Will the storm finally come?

Floating peacefully in the chaos,
Letting the brutality consume me,
Praying for the beating,
Hoping for oblivion.

Nothingness reaching through,
Endlessness grabbing hold,
Finally sinking down cannot be stopped,
There is no returning.

What beauty held in the rage,
What magic spoke in the roar,
What grace danced on the waves,
What peace gained in the deep.

Rotations and revolutions

Long days, longer nights,
Can't sleep, wasted dreams,
Old songs, the daydreams,
Memories create wishful thinking.

Seasons come, reasons go,
Flowers bloom, leaves fall,
Letters written, never sent,
Answers given to unasked questions.

Silence falls, winds call,
Darkness grows, Moon sets,
Winds blow, rains pour,
Hurricanes roar then blizzards silence.

Clouds cover, waters rise,
Waves crash, tides ebb,
Earth shakes, lava flows,
Mountains crumble into the sea.

Dawn comes, breeze blows,
Sun rises, clouds break,
Birds sing, fruit grows,
Rainbows lead to dreams real.